i'm glad that i've changed my mind about not going to school today (:


i'm left stunned;
speechless;

it came true ^^


& joan!! you made me so embarassed today during guides!!
>.<


i wish today was ..
everyday

i feel terrible today.
couldnt stop making that sniffing noise nor the coughing sound.
so sickening >.<


i keep saying, "ever seen a pig talking? ever seen a pig blah blah blah?"etc etc..
until the guys get so annoyed.
no. seriously guys, i'm a pig :D
hohoho!


ms lim changed our seating plans today after c.t!! gosh. i slept after the physics paper today.
& when i woke up, my vision was blurry. & i could not see a single thing in sight.

well,
guess wad?

i'm sitting at the center of the class, next to me was santosh!! AHHHH!!
-pulls hair out-
& next to santosh was yilian! wooo!!
YILIAN! =)


during maths remedial today, i was calling mdm chang in a loud voice.
she din reply me, so i shout louder.

& that bloody firdaus said, "oi! shut up lah" i'm appalled. i'm not gonna lose to him right? i said, "wtf? was i even talking to you?"
everytime when i'm talking, he'll cut in & start to yak yak yak non-stop.
how rude.
my sis helped me to get back at him.

the shouted the F word to we sisters. mdm chang said that he's contaminated.

WOOHOO!! seriously, the more i see him, the more i wanna hit him right into his bloody idiotic face.


tmr ade & jie's gonna take over guides & become "ex-cos" for the day!
JIA YOU! hope nothing will go wrong like me! X)


EXACTLY 9 MORE MONTHS TO MY BIRTHDAY!
-CHEERS!-


depends..
maybe, i'll not go to school tmr (:


dont leave.

Silence whispers, tragic moments in time. Hatred, madness,
all the feelings of mine.
Lamentation, forgiveness. A world torn apart. Loving, wanting,
feelings from the heart

Alone, unaware, as a tear starts to fall. Afraid, darkness. I fear for all.
Riping, tearing, as my heart breaks

Caring, believeing,
Is all that it takes.


i'm not over the moon,
neither am i rejoicing.


dont throw tantrums at me.
you know that you shouldnt speak to me when i'm mad.
how annoying..

yilian just sent me those thinking day photos. so, here they are!! although its a few days ago.. but, makes no difference! (:

trying to act dao, but found out that i couldnt stop smiling.

we're criminals! 5 girl guides criminals! be very afraid. (:

puifun's slapping me! aww, sad.

adey & me! actually, she's much more crazier than me! hohoho! =)

some guiders are downstairs guiding us through the songs. whheee~

I LOVE MY ASG!!

i was feeling REALLY REALLY upset yesterday. & that mdm soh had made it much worser for me. i wont be posting it in my blog. its too embarassing. seriously, dont you know that my day has already been so bad?! why make it worse for me? i treated you nicely, yet, you discriminate people like me, calling me names. well, fancy that, a teacher calling her own chinese pupil names. seriously, i'm appalled by your comments. you can just keep your mouth shut you know? or just keep your utterly disgraceful comments to YOURSELF.


took the wrong book today for assembly. i took the english book instead of my mother tongue book. i ran back to the 5th floor. during that time, loads of sec 4s were coming down. i ran up, & theres bound to be some shock. & the most funny part that happened. i was running up as i thought no one would be coming down anymore. i ran & ran, at the stairs there, someone actually was walking down in a quick pace. he was from red cross if i'm not wrong, & was the head of red cross? most people i knew said he was v cute & kuku. the moment he saw me rushing up, he like..
JUMPED OUTTA HIS SKIN!! WAHAHAHAHA!
i still can imagine his look on his face. seriously, i laughed real loud. he seems to be very blur in things.


guess wad? faizal din come to school today. NOT COOL. he's always like that. everytime when we're having practical, he DONT come. & everytime when we're having theory lessons, he DID come. its not fair. he din turn up for theory lessons once, and, he took our practical time and made it theory. NOT FAIR! i bet he cant let us have 2 practical lessons a week. sighs.. i miss practical lessons.
not fair not fair not fair!


everytime after pali, sali & gali ended their art lessons, i'll be prepared to listen to their interesting happenings that has happened during their art class. mostly, its about R. they showed me how R laughs during class. i think her laughter is so sickening.. at least my laughter is better right? i think she laughs as if she's having an asthma. she's such a attention seeker. i still remember, during our camp, she walked past me, i looked at her. she just looked away. imagine that.. how rude. she asked us, "are you guys photogenic?" i'm like.. who are you asking? you should ask that question yourself. look how many photos did you have in your friendster? goodness.


forgotten to bring my cca tee today. how dumb.


guides was fun though.. we keep picking and plucking the grasses & twigs & sticks & keep throwing at wankee & chengyi. dunno what happened, wankee & chengyi took off their shoes & wanted to throw at my sister. i said, "dont take out your shoes lah! later all the birds all fall down to the ground." that means the birds will die after smelling the stench. my sister objected, she said elephants will drop down. i said, "NO! not any normal elephants! its DUMBO!" just a disney character. ahhhh. thats lame.


something happened during our games. i was suppose to catch the ball, we were playing caption's ball. i hit the ball to my sister. instead, i think the ball went haywire, and it hit HER* right in her head. i apologized, she diao me. i'm mad! those sec 5 guides came. we talked bout HER*. one of them told me that she cant stand the sight of her. simply just agreed. their clique said that i can compare with huizhen. cos both our laughter almost seems alike. we laughed out loud, talk real loud. finally! found someone who loves to laugh like me! i've never laughed out loud until today. my seniors rock!


sometimes, i want to be sequestered for awhile. i need some time alone.. to refresh what i've done, all the bad memories i have. i'm leading a miserable life i must say..


its the end, no more turning back..

i felt so ashamed.
i felt so lost.
i felt so embarassed.
i felt so unwanted.
i felt so unappreciated.
i felt so dumb.

i hate myself.
i wish i never exisited.


i could just dig a hole & bury my head in it.


i'm so depressed..

thinking day's TODAY!!

instead of celebrating it at the parade square, we had it in the hall. goodness.. i was at the most corner side. i looked up at the gallery. i saw linda & sammi pointing to me! & laughing. wow.. from afar.. they CAN see me. no comments..


it seems that everybody was practically playing with my 2 ponytails!! so embarassing!!


i dont think chinese lessons will do me any good. the teacher doesnt teach us anything. all she does is nag nag nag, scold scold scold. such a waste of time. i prefer ong han guan!


saw him during recess!! he was behind me. i should say, behind behind. he smiled at me! & after that, he was somehow beside me. i plucked up my courage. i said, "HELLOOO!!" his reply? "HI! HI! HI!" if i'm not wrong. hohoho! i coulnt stop smiling nor laugh. he's so cute when he's eating.
hahahahaha!


after recess, we decided to play a trick on puifun. she had taken some cookies to school today. i took her cookies away when she's not looking. & i passed it to sammi & jie. they hid it. puifun would NEVER suspect them of stealing. instead, she went to the boys side when she found out that her cookies was gone. then, 1 shocking thing happened! i saw her tears starting to flow! shocked, i signaled to them, telling them to give her back her cookies. i would never had expected her to cry. I PASSED MY CHEMISTRY!!
WOOOOO~
i'm sosososo glad! although i almost failed..


played truth or dare after remedial. sammi chose truth. we've decided to ask kalis to ask sammi a qus. guess wad he asked? "how many bras do you have?" i'm like.. GOSH! did he just say that? all of us roared with laughter. so did i. & someone asked puifun what type of pads does she use.
disgusted?
LOL!


saw him outside his class.
hohoho =)


BTW!
THNKS YILIAN FOR THE FIR CD!
tyty! =D


maybe, its a new beginning. (:

tmr's thinking day. and we're changed places with the sec 2s.
now, we're standing at the left side of the parade square. & i'm at the corner! wooo~ i'm standing at the back! YAYS! no need to feel ashamed anymore. used to stand at the front when i was in sec 2.. gosh.


i was really in a FOUL mood when talking to her. cant believe pali went to tell HER* we're going down for recess. we could have gone off w/o her. i hate her!


he's taking a sling bag! just like me! so cute!
WOOHOO!


i love MCR!
i love FIR!

seriously.. why am i overjoying at every single thing?

I LOVE BEING CHEEFUL (:

dad, you have been scolding and yelling at me ever since yesterday. i just wanted to take some papers for my maths, yet you scolded and said i was stupid & dumb. you said i was a useless bumhead. & that i couldnt do any simple things right.
FINE! then tell me, whats right whats wrong?

i knew i'm poor & lousy in maths. you think i want my maths to be lousy? i used to get 20/100 for my primary school maths. but i did pass my psle maths didnt i? & now? for secondary 1 & 2, i got A1 didnt i? you din appreciate that either. only mum did.. she even gave me something for my results. you just gave me a hell lot of scoldings.

what was your comment to me after my psle results?
"what the hell?! NA?! did any of my family members get into the NA stream?!"
those shocking coments of yours. did you ever consider how those NA pupils felt whenever people critisise them?


i asked you bout some computer stuffs. you told me to on the computer to show you. in the end, you told me whats wrong of it. and you scolded me stupid for as i on the computer.
god damn it, it was you who told me to on the computer.

get the fucking facts right before telling me that what i'm doing is wrong.

suddenly, i felt like spilling every single thing in my blog. something's wrong with me..


my computer modem broke down. cant use the computer yesterday. why cant it break down at some other time? why must it be now?
I'M SO GOD DAMN MAD!!!


yesterday.. went to jp with ALIBABA. we went to watch "49 days"!! yep! i sat at the center. i now realise.. everytime i watch a horror movie with my pals, i'm always sitting at the center. and i held pf's hand close to me. so that everytime a horror part comes, i'll hold pf's hand to hide the image away. heh heh heh.. overall, the movie is okay i guess. i almost cried at a part. so touching!


had girl guides thinking day today. i kept switching places. dunno why.. mostly did some singings. yeah.. OH YAH! one REAL funny thing happened which neither miss kokila nor i couldnt stop blabbering about.

theres this particular school which i'm not going to name. their school won the bronze pna award. when their school was called, they were cheering. and i tell you. they are girls. and when they start to open their mouths, OH MY GOSH!! it sounded like a bunch of guys's voices.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! i think my stomach is going to burst any moment now.. and miss kokila keep reminding me bout the school's cheer. *laughs*


you guys are treating me coldly during the thinking day. i didnt want to say anything actually, but yes. YOU*, you're the bestest girl i've ever known. you even knew that i wasnt in a good mood and you came to my aid. you rock. you and only you.

& i'm beginning to hate her even through she used to hang out with HER*. stop getting on my nerves will you?


& whats the matter with my family?! everytime i start to watch tv, you guys start to talk. my grandma talks to herself and real loud. my dad & mum cant stop blabbering, screaming, yelling each other's head off. my brother cant stop playing his cars and making that awful noise.. i felt so pathetic. cant i just watch tv in peace? and you people would make noise everytime i do something that you guys abhores. telling me to study study..
please.
cant i just have some peace at home? i prefer staying in school than coming into this chaotic house. at least, i have someone who really understands me. other than those people in this house who dont listen to me.
whenever i start to talk to you guys bout how i felt in certain kind of things.
you people just wont get me..


cant believe you are ticking people off & say people FAT. god damn it, she was once your best friend. what the fuck happened now? maybe you just couldnt stop poking your nose & spitting nonsense that did NOT even exist. yes, it proves that you HATE FAT people. saying people FAT. i saw the testimonal that your friend gave you.. cant believe that a pair of good friends might become a HUGE disaster. seriously.. i cant believe it on my own either..


NO! it was NOT E who nudged HIM! it was actually A!! OH MY GOD!! cant believe it.. he must have told them!! he must have! no doubt bout that (:


your mesmerizing smile.. i wish i could see it everyday.
i wish i could talk to you.
seriously. i do (:


i wanna feel how it's like to be loved

i hate maths periods. and the best thing is.. everyday, theres 11 periods of maths. including of A and E maths. had to check the maths file today.. i was so fricking stressd up. so tired.. i wanted to take a break after maths lesson. din know i fell alsleep.. and no one woke me up! luckily it was the last period.. so, no harm done (:


during combined hum lessons today.. its like.. almost more den 90% of the class had 1/15 for the SEQ. of cos! i got 1 mark for that test. 3/6 and 3/7 were v v noisy. mrs leong told us to go to the parade square and was going to have our lessons there. most of them find it stupid and a waste of time. but i find it pretty cool to have our lessons at the parade square!


after school, i accompanied yilian & puifun to a shop. they wanted to buy something, dont wanna be left alone. so, accompanied them. i'm glad i did follow them. they went in to pay for their stuffs. i was looking at yilian's physics answers outside the shop. i looked up, OH MY GOSH! he was like.. there!! there's 2 guys with him. lets call them.. A and E. E was standing next to him if i'm not wrong. and one shocking thing is.. E nudged him!! i'm like.. god! does he know that i like him or something like that? he was smiling.. my brain's wires were like.. telling me to smile back. so i did!
GOSHGOSHGOSH! XD


i regret going to school today. i'm not feeling well and i kept coughing throughout the whole day. thanks lin! thanks for the sore throat medicine! appreciate it.


jessie nggggg rocks my socks! heh heh.. surprised to see your name here eh?
bahahahaha!


i'm glad. i cant be even more glad than glad. i'm super duper glad that you did smiled at me!
that really cheered & brighten up my day. (:

total defence day today.. had to wake up at 0530. ahhh! lack of sleep.. i could have slept for 1 more hr.. 1 hr makes a difference k?


commonwealth girl guides had won the GOLD pna award!! -cheers loudly- mrs teo called for all the guides no stand up. no one did.. i guess everyone's too embarassed.. including me. i saw no one standing up. so.. i din stand up. LOL!


thanks people for those valentine's day gifts! i still rmb ytd.. at bout 2+.. i went into the classroom.. assafiy was there. i went to check my hp. i started screaming. poor assafiy.. he had to endure my loudness. =)


miss lim gave us 2 class tee designs. the whole class chose yilian's! i must agree.. its v v nice! i wanted it to be purple. but no one wants. so.. no choice.


i think i'm coming down with a sore throat.. so sickening!! i feel so terrible.. so horrible.. so vegetable.
HAHAHAHAHA! but one thing's for sure!
i'm still v v hyper. (:


yays! i've put chinese songs in my blog! wow.. surprising.. xD


had fnn today.. received back our test papers. 7 passes.. 11 failures. i crossed my fingers.. i sure hope i dont fail! in the end.. i got the 5th position. first was kenneth!! so envy!! but! i did pass! i failed my first test.. but i passed now! yays~


after school went to e red-table with yilian, puifun, jie and olivia! we talked and talked and talked.. talked until we talked about collecting cans to sell them at a v low price. saw 2 old ladies sitting beside us. olivia and i went to give them. they thanked us.. i felt a gush of warmth. i wonder when was the last time i did a good deed. i wonder.. if i grow old, will i be like that? will i be able to pass my O lvls? i'm sure to get into an ITE for sure! no doubt bout that.


him, him and him.. i saw him everyday.. but he dont even notice me anymore. we used to at least greet each other, or even just a smile. how i missed those times.. i used to laugh secretly everytime you said hi to me for smiled.. i wanna turn back time.


"Another day goes by, will never know just wonder why, you made me feel good, made me smile. i see it now and i can say its gone, that would be a lie, cannot control this. this thing called love"

i'm depressed. i'm in despair.. i'm on the verge of breaking down!


sighs.. have not talked to him for a long time..

she's getting on my nerves. & i'm still wondering what she have told me..
was it true?

tsk tsk tsk..


i hate those stuffs that varnish woods or some other things. the whole house is stinky! filled with that stench.
eeee!

go to 3/6, and look at the table which is the most eye-catching.

"MCR!" and "JOYCE =]" i scotchtaped it and den wrote what i want to write on the tape. clever ain it? =)


she's such a flirt.

goodness me.

its been a long time, everything is changing, so many things have happened.. and i'm gonna spill out everything out in my blog.


i'm abit upset over the whole "him" thing. i almost cried whenever i thought about it. i cant really rmb it now.. but yeah. signs of hopelessness..


i'm practically sleeping when i'm walking. have to tell pf to hold me when i'm walking cos i was closing my eyes. i'm god damn deprived of sleep! had fnn today.. and we're supposed to have practical today. but he din come on wed's lesson. so had theory lessons today. my sitting position on the chair was like sitting on the floor. den, faizal was talking craps. closing my eyes. closing.. closing. i almost fell off the chair. v v boring.. i want practicals!!


my sec 3 life so far has been really really saddening. i'm almost so stressed out everyday. like today.. i have to rush to lessons all day. on monday, have to rush ard the class as we have to pack our maths file. we were late for ss lessons for about 16mins. had to run downstairs to buy the english file.. and have to run upstairs. during recess.. was having so much fun until i forgot i was almost late for fnn lessons! ran upstairs. wad a "rushy" day..

sorry puifun, jez, sam, fazly, haqim and guohao! i wasnt feeling myself during ss period. sorry for flaring up.. sorry for not replying you guys.. sorry for as i was showing my dull face.. sorry peeps! (:


sometimes i wonder.. are they being fair to me? i seemed to be the only cheery one, smiling and laughing. some people showed me the black face. but i still tried my best to make myself smile dont i? i tried my best.. but did you guys do the same thing as me? i seriously do wish you guys would do the same thing as me.. cos its not fair to me. i do love you guys loads. and i want to cherish everything i have now.. i dont wanna feel regretful anymore..


total defence rehersal was v v fun! i've sprained my leg and my arm. and the best thing is.. i've got to carry yilian. so everytime when my part comes, i've got to suffer.. *ouch* .. i love playing with the poles! poking people with it. hahaha!


i'm not suppose to say it but.. i'm not naming anyone!! =) okay. she told me.. that that guy wants to know bs' oh so beautiful name. my first reaction was like.. wtf? that guy was like.. in a relationship?! have he got a stem in between his eyes? i wrote, mother fucker in the convo.. ahhh! so disgusting! she scolded him. yeah.. but.. wad harm can he do? seriously, if that guy breaks up with the girl he's with now, and steads with bs, i'm gonna kill both the guy and the girl.


i din know so many people hates her. i was sitting near her. i couldnt stand it.. so i knock the chair off and walked off.
she was like.. acting so sickening cute, i couldnt stand it. went over to sp and her classmate's spot. i told dem wad happened. they just simply agreed with me! i never thought that she could have to many "supporters".


syya! eoesomn ysa htt im kolr dse.. huip? HAHAHAHAHA!!


i think he's giving me the cold shoulder. =(


everything's messed up.

Weee~!!! Jus finished my reunion dinner liaoz...yum yum!!! =)



Happie new yr ppl!!! Wee~!!! *grinz* e dinner was great!!! My family n me ate it at e balcony there, instead at e dining rm, lolx...quite special...first time in my whole life ate at e balcony there...lolx...those ppl stayin near us can c us lehz...lolx... =)



Saw sam's blog jus nw, agree 2 wad she saes in e post~!!! Totally agree sammi!!! =D ...she sooo action, go copy ppl wear contacr lenses...sum of our klass e gers sooo bitchy...haiz...sumtimes i realli hate my klass ppl, esp those bois...dey soooo pervertic 1...eeeww!!! Den sum gers keep flirting wif e teachers lor!!! Wanna be e teacher's pet mah...THICK-SKINNED!!!!!!



Hahaha...i gtg downstairs wif my family le!!! Later cum hm den update sumore!! Weee~!!! Bubyez ppl!!! Happie new yr!!!! =D

monday was super! yeah~ had our CME prokect skit. it went really really PERFECT!! my sister, yilian and the rest of the "extras" were at the backstage. we were the last class to perform. after the 2nd last class, it was 3/6's turn! i was really really really nervous and at the same time, quite happy. den, here comes our part. we had to run to the "durian seller" and den waited for them to buy. and den we shouted, "oi! faster lah" i was practically laughing onstage. mrs terrance said it was very very nice. other teachers said it was very funny and entertaining too! YAYS! i love 3/6! (:


after assembly, we walked down to the canteen. saw him on the way. gosh!! i was looking at him, he was looking at my direction. kept looking and looking, and, whe he's behind me, he suddenly said in a loud voice, "HI!!" ahahaha! gave me a shock. laughed non-stop.


today was quite okay bah. had the wear full guides U. our thinking day was on the 22nd of feb. ahhh! scary. wankee told me that she knows that he knows that i'm me!! confusing ain it? LOL! but wankee just wouldnt tell me wad she and him talked about! ahhh!! wankee! i'm gonna force you to say it! muahaha!


i love alibaba! and that's the truth!
i love pali, i love sali, i love gali!

muacks! =)


i want to talk to you, not only just a hi.

after much consideration and thinking on what happened on friday, i feel so foolish for not cherishing what i had. ahh! why why why?! i'm so dumb to let the chance slip by. blame it all on my stupidity.. blame it all on my cheeriness. i'm such a fool, a jerk. how stupid can i get?


left so much maths qus.. die die die. i'm lagging in maths. somebody! help me!!


oh so cute. (:

i'm touched. seriously i am. he told me, i'm never an extra to him.. aww. sweet (:
does he even knows that i like him?
i still rmb ytd, when we had our rehersal. i dint know he's gonna be there. but yes, yes indeed, he was there.. oh so adorable! =)


i'll like to comment on "mei nu's" attitude ytd. she's such a bitch who cant stop showing off her beautiful legs to all the guys in the uniform grps. and she'll lie on the floor, and pretend to sleep, as if she's sleeping beauty, waiting for her prince charming to kiss her to wake her up. -disgusted- she betrays her friends, use guys. goodness.. now, she got the part that the 6 of us wanted. actually, we, the diveters wanted to take that part, she wanted and insisted that she will do a better job. well, she got it, she got the part. and we dont. are you happy now?


sorry clara! cant watch the movie today with the c. gang. sorry! my hmwk load is multiplying itself. -sighs- i'm stressed out!


mummy and daddy are coming home today! i wonder wad mummy bought for me.. teeheehee. xD


i'm feeling high and hyper today.. so, i've decided the post some photos of the greatest band ever!! ahahahaha!!

gerard looks dead. (: (vocals)

mikey's so cute!! (bass)

he looks depressed. LOL (guitar)

tatoos all ard him! (guitar)

HAHAHAHA! BOB! (drums)

from left to right.

bob bryar, mikey way, gerard way, ray toro and frank iero!!

AHHH!! I LOVE MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE !!!

the more i talk to you, the more i'm falling more deeply into you.

this is the happiest day of my life!


haven use this sentence for ages.. i'm hyper and overjoyed!


i'm stressed out. i cant take it anymore.. both my A and E maths are getting from bad to worse. drop them? i'll think about it.. (:


had history test today. that fucking bastard firdaus was sitting next to me. i intended to copy joelle's work, but, think about it!! i'll get caught.. and, i'll never learn anything. while doing the wkshts, he kept copying my work. endured the anger.. and during the test, from my side view, i can see him turning his head and looking at my work!! outrageous ain it? wanted to punch his head and turn his head ard. argh.. i'm so mad!!


cca was fun! played caption's ball. huishin keep blocking me!! gosh.. had a great time! had the total defence skit rehersal today. shiping, adeline, jie, puifun, yilian and me were the people who direct people off the "bomb" area. pretty funny huh? LOL. he was there!!! AHHH!!


looked at him. gosh.. he's so kuku! so cute!! so sotong!! goodness.. got a break. joan was like.. "joyce! lai lai! come i intro.." saw that he WAS there!! okok. i was v v shy at that time.. went to hide my face.. something like that.. noticed something.. he was also shy at that time!! ahahaha!! he said hi.. yea~ waved back.. ahh! seriously.. i cant stop smiling.. my face like.. some sort of.. went red.. =/


shiping and i decided to partner each other for the skit thinggy! we're taking the left side if i'm not wrong. we were like that most unluckiest among the rest of the 2 pairs. we had to stay under the sun for a v v long period. we're becoming chao da. i'm envy!! jessie was sitting next to him! -screams- they did turned at our direction for a few times. jessie told me that she asked him about me. -double screams- i wont say what she told me here.. pardon me. i'm freaked out.. =)


went to watch " i not stupid too " today with yilian, jie and adeline after guides today. had a hard time deciding where to watch it. went to jurong entertainment in the end.

the show was indeed fab!! i cried 5 times in the show.. very touching. i give the show.. 9 out of 10 stars! =D


and!! we've received news that girl guides have won the GOLD PNA AWARD!! ahhh!! *claps* we screamed when we heard the news. yays! guides won the gold award!!


i wanted to sms him. but.. should i? i'm confused.. again..


i've never been so hyper and cheerful in ages. (:

i'm touched by what some people wrote in their posts. they have a sense of willingness to let people know their moods, make people feel touched and contented. now that's what i call, great bloggers. (:


yes.. some people find her very annoying. but, overall, according to some people, she's just bossy at times.. yeah. BUT I STILL FIND HER ANNOYING! hate me cause i hate her. i dont care anymore.. jez told me SHE* told everyone that she started the thing which i started. PLEASE LAH.. have a sense of originality. what nonsense..


he said hi to me!! -SCREAMS-
i'm overjoyed!!


i wonder whats mum and dad doing now? i'm starting to miss those times when they were nagging at me, esp my mum, ticking me off cause my chinese was terrible. my dad would be poking his nose into my E. and A. maths.. and i'll be like.. aiyo, i know how to do lah. some sort like that.


i think i'm gonna flunk my chinese exams or tests.. that tweety bird's teaching is seriously in need of help. had spelling. i copied pf's. i looked up, she's staring into my eyes. scary.. and i went to put the chemistry wkshts into irene's shelf, i saw tweety bird again.. and she's giving me that same creepy look again!! she's getting me to the principal sooner or later.. -sighs-


have 3/6 no respect for their chemistry rep? told them to hand in their wkshts, they dont. in the end, all of them dumped the wkshts to me after irene ticked them off. cant they see i have no hands to carry them? today, wrote on the board to hand the wkshts to me, screamed at them to hand it to me and i'll hand them in. no one did.. instead, she scolded me, telling me to shut up. god.. bad attitudes. had to go to each of them to ask them whether they handed in anot. their annoyed faces.. gosh.


okay. have to pia through history.. haven even touched my fnn hmwk..
-kills myself-


you dont have to act you know?

pali !! sali !! gali !! and last but not least.. jali !! if you people are wondering what i'm saying.. it goes like this.. alibaba! our clan.. pf, sam, jie and me! i started calling us like that during english period. or maths period.. cant rmb. i took the first 3 words, alibaba to ali. and put our first letter from each of our names to ali. so.. yeah! pali, sali, gali and jali!! seriously.. i can be that lame.


got 18 for english common test! i was the last to take back the paper. and guess wad? gali for 16, sali got 17, i got 18 and pali got 19!! fated ain it? thats what i thought :D


during fnn.. i was really really sleepy. den faizal said, those who are sleepy, pls go and wash ur face. no one did. i started yawning.. he said, "joyce! go and wash ur face!" washed. i went back to my seat.. i feel a sudden urge to yawn again, not knowing he was watching me. he saw me yawn again.. he said,"wah! joyce arh.. wash ur face ardy still tired." gosh..


i think kerk's weird but at the same time, he's funny. i offered to give him a mentos green apple sweet today. he accepted! den we all, "all hor" him. he just chuckled and walked off.. he's funny.


mummy and daddy are going overseas tmr! and that means.. FREEDOM!! yays!! and mummy and daddy, yi lun shun fong! may your trip be enjoyable!


i've not seen you for a long period of time.
i miss you alot..